The 22nd day without MY MAN

Today is the 22nd day without my man.
After finished work, I went to have dinner with him at esplanade.
All the way from house to esplanade food court till we went back home, we kept talking and laughing.
I really very happy, I hope we can be like this everyday
Just now he really very fed up, I really scare to see him like this.
But do he know why I keep asking the same question everyday?
I really scare he will forget about me, really scare he will stay far away from me.
I'm believe on him, cause he told me that she n him are just a normal friends.
But she is the one I don't believe on.
She everyday also has new pattern to him, always said no people fetch him back, need him to fetch or other reason.
I'm really feel tired to ask him the same question too and argue with him everyday.
But why he can't try to avoid and reject all those things.
Sometimes feel not to tell him what I'm thinking, but I want to let him know, but he also won't understand.

Can anyone tell me what can I do?
What can I do only can get back him, together with him and back to our happy life?
What can I do only can stop he and she so close?
What can I do only let him don't forget about me?
A lot of what can I do.

I everyday keep waiting for him to ask me for supper or dinner.
But every time also is me to ask first.
And 80% is rejected by him.
I really don't know why, I can't even get an good answer
Why he don't think to date me? Is it he don't miss me? Is it he don't want to out with me?
A lot of question marks in my heart.

I really do miss him so much and love him.
Do him get me?

Hmmm... is late night d.
Hope he can sleep well and recover soon.
Good night.



Miss him n love him always.
Yvonne
29.6.12 (Day 22)
3.40am